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Through the Last Door
When Kaori Sansa’s father dies, he is forced to return home to claim the throne as the rightful heir of the country of Kazure. In the aftermath of his father’s death, he learns that the country he loves is riddled with corruption, and is hovering on the brink of war. Will he be able to hold the kingdom together despite the odds that are stacked against it, and somehow unlock the buried powers of Shinja, the Sacred Beast of Kazure?
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I’m not exactly sure what possessed me to try my hand at writing a fantasy novel. It really was almost like possession — once the idea took hold, it consumed just about every part of my life. The images were there, the characters, bits and pieces of their world, demanding that their story be written, until I really had no choice but to sit down and put fingers to keyboard and figure out just how their tale should be told.
I knew from the start that parts of that tale were going to be a bit dark. But there was going to be lightheartedness as well. There were going to be heroes and there would be villains. There would be both betrayal and sacrifice. Courage and cowardice. Love and despair. There was going to be adventure. There would be swordfights. There was going to be a kick-ass winged serpent guardian spirit.
Through the Last Door is the story of a young man coming of age and reluctantly taking over the responsibilities of ruling his country when he truly doesn’t feel ready for the challenge of doing so. There are forces in that country that are acting to support him, and forces that are working to actively oppose him, but the main point I was trying to get across in the story was that in order to succeed in his new role, he has to find the strength he needs from within, and not from those around him. That is a theme that carries straight through into the final pages of the book.
It’s also a story about relationships. As much as I enjoyed writing those epic battle scenes and dramatic, adventurous moments along Kaori’s journey, I think I enjoyed focusing on the relationships he forged along the way even more. In the end, he doesn’t save the day based on the strength of his sword or his magic or his armies. It’s the friendships he’s made, and the people he’s saved, and the sacrifices that both he and those around him have made that end up making a difference. That was the story I wanted to tell.
There’s a lot more to Kaori’s story plotted out that I didn’t have room to write in this first book, so I’m thinking there will probably be a sequel somewhere down the line. There’s something compelling about the creation of a fantasy world like this that really draws me in and makes me want to explore it to its fullest possible potential. I’m really curious to see where it’s going to lead. No matter where it ends up taking us, I’m sure it will be a fascinating journey.
“You really should try to eat something, High Lord,” Ishaya said.
Kaori closed his eyes. The smell of the food—while undoubtedly well-prepared and mouth-watering—was making him feel ill. But if he hadn’t eaten all day, then neither had Hunter. And Hunter would not eat before he did; not out of a misguided overabundance of fealty, but because he was as much of a mother hen as Ishaya was.
Reluctantly, he selected a plate of light crackers and cheeses, adding a pile of thin-sliced veal at Haku’s insistence. The food clung to his throat when he tried to swallow, without any taste at all. He nodded gratefully when Haku handed him a cup of spiced wine to wash it down with.
“You, too,” he said, frowning in Hunter’s direction. “Don’t tell me you aren’t hungry.”
Hunter made no move to accept the offer. “I want to be sure you have enough to eat first,” he said. “You need—”
“There’s more than enough here to feed all of us if we want it, and half the grounds staff besides. Eat, damn you.”
A small smile touched Hunter’s face as he slid down to sit at Kaori’s other side and reached for a plate, piling it high with sliced veal and fruit. “If you insist.” There was an ironic twist to the words.
The familiar byplay made something inside Kaori’s chest loosen. Hunter, at least, wasn’t treating him any differently because his father had died. Taking comfort from the shoulder brushing so warmly against his, he finally found the courage to look up and meet Ishaya’s eyes.
“There are probably things I need to know,” he said. The words felt heavy in his mouth. “Affairs of state, or… something.” He felt lost.
Ishaya smiled kindly at him. “There’s no need for you to worry about that tonight, High Lord.” His eyes were soft. “Rest assured that all is running as it should within your kingdom. For tonight, at least, you have no responsibilities other than spending time with your friend.”
“I’d like to hear about that university in Gyre,” Haku said, selecting a grape from the platter and taking a slow bite from it. “What was it like, living over there? Was it horrible?”
“No, it wasn’t horrible at all. Gyre is really a wonderful place. Let me tell you about the campus where I was living….” Kaori was glad for the delay in having to face his new reality for that much longer. He felt more relaxed now as he talked about the country he had spent the past three years visiting, the things he’d learned there, the culture, the language, the people. In return, Haku told him about the trials he’d passed in order to become a member of the Palace Guard, and some of the campaigns he’d been on. Kaori was unsettled to realize that his friend had significant battle experience now, and had even killed on occasion, when it had become necessary. That image jarred discordantly with the image of the childhood companion he carried around in his mind’s eye. In many ways, this new Haku seemed a stranger to Kaori; the thought made him feel sad. But time moved on, and people changed. That was the way of the world.
At length, he began to feel quite sleepy. He realized with some surprise that he had eaten more than he thought he’d be able to.
“Your room has been prepared,” Ishaya said, drawing his attention, “if you’d like to retire for the night.”
Kaori caught himself in the middle of another yawn and ducked his head embarrassedly. He really was very tired. The thought of going to sleep as if nothing untoward had happened disturbed him, but at the same time he wanted it desperately, wanted the dark and the temporary oblivion it offered.
“Yes,” he said, sighing. “I think I’d better.” He smiled, feeling very much aware of his friends sitting around him like a balustrade, like armor, sitting with him so he wouldn’t have to be alone on this night of all nights. “Thank you.”
He got up to walk out of the room, but stopped before he reached the doorway. Turning around, he met Haku’s eyes and asked, “Did my father suffer at all?”
Haku hesitated before replying. “It wasn’t easy for him,” he said at last. “But what is, in this life?”
Ishaya leaned forward in agitation. “Haku!” he said sharply, with a disapproving frown. “There was no reason for him to know—”
Haku shrugged, unimpressed by the other man’s ire. “We shouldn’t get into the habit of lying to him. Life is hard, and it’s only going to get harder.” He glanced in Kaori’s direction, his gaze contemplative. “Especially for him.”
The words sent a wave of coldness washing through Kaori, but he nodded agreeably enough. “Thank you, Haku.” Feeling numb, he left the room.
He’d taken nearly five full steps before he realized that Hunter had fallen in beside him. Glancing at the man irritably, he said, “You’d better get some sleep, too.”
“Of course.” Hunter’s tone was nonchalant. It occurred to Kaori that he’d never once seen the other man sleep. He just always seemed to be there, watching over him.
“Seriously, Hunter.” That thought worried him, for some reason. “I don’t think you have to worry about anyone trying to assassinate me here in the palace tonight.”
“No,” Hunter said agreeably. “You should be safe enough here.”
“So get some rest. Please.”
Hunter’s eyes were extraordinarily dark when they looked at him. For the first time, Kaori wondered if he was mourning Akashi’s passing, too. Had the two of them been close at all? They must have been, for Akashi to have assigned Hunter the task of protecting his only heir.
“I will,” Hunter said after a moment’s pause. “Promise me you’ll get some sleep as well. Don’t just lie awake, worrying.”
It had been nearly three years since Kaori had last slept in a room alone. Having a roommate had been troublesome for him at first, but he’d swiftly grown accustomed to the sound of another breath in the darkness next to his own. All of a sudden, he missed Ben so poignantly it brought a physical ache to his chest.
“Yes,” he said, wondering if he sounded half as insincere as he felt. “I promise.”
They walked in silence the rest of the way to Kaori’s room. At this hour, there was no one else out and about in the corridors. The emptiness of the palace was unsettling, as if it were inhabited by nothing more than ghosts, or memories. Kaori wasn’t sure which of the two would be worse.
He paused outside the door to his bedroom when he reached it, staring hard at the elaborate whorls etched into the polished wood. At his side Hunter waited patiently, as if sensing that he needed to find the courage to speak.
“Everything’s changed,” he said at last. There was no one else he could have made such an admission to, not even Haku. “And I don’t think… I don’t think I can be what they need from me.”
“Nonsense.” Hunter’s tone was kind. “You’ve spent the past two years—nearly three—studying politics and economic stratagems. You’re already more educated than your father ever hoped of being.”
“My father was a great warrior.”
“It takes more than war to rule a country.”
“I’m too young. The lords of the Council are going to laugh at me if I try to tell them what to do.”
“I assure you they won’t.”
“They’ll be right to. I don’t know anything. I mean, I do, but it’s all book knowledge. I don’t know anything about their fears, about the issues they’re facing.”
“You’ll learn. The important thing to remember is that you aren’t alone. We’re all here for you, and we’re rooting for you. We’ll help you all that we can.”
Hunter. Haku. Ishaya. Kaori smiled slightly at that reminder. “I’m probably going to fall on my ass.”
The corner of Hunter’s mouth curled upward. “If you do, you’ll pick yourself up again. You’ll make mistakes, you’ll learn from them, and life will go on. Your father made more than his fair share of them.”
That made Kaori raise his head, surprise widening his eyes. The thought that his father might have been fallible rocked the foundations of his world.
After a moment, he asked, “Do you miss him?”
For a moment, it didn’t look as if Hunter was going to answer. Then he turned away with a small sigh, so soft Kaori almost couldn’t hear it.
“I think you have the potential to be a far greater ruler than your father ever had a hope of being,” he said, without looking at Kaori’s eyes. “I think people are going to assume, at first, that you might be just like him… and that they’ll be pleasantly surprised when they find out you’re not.”
Kaori turned those last statements over in his head and tried to determine if, taken as a whole, they amounted to a compliment for him, or for his father. He decided he was too tired to come to a coherent conclusion and that he’d do best to just let it go for now.
He slid the fingers of one hand over the surface of his door, feeling the familiar warmth of it slide in through his skin. “Promise me,” he said, staring down at his hand. “Promise me… you aren’t going to change. Promise me you’ll never treat me any differently because of… of what I am.”
Hunter turned to look at him then, surprise at the words tightening the skin between his brows. A moment later, his expression softened. “Is that an order, High Lord?”
Kaori frowned. “No. It’s not. It’s only a request.”
Hunter nodded seriously. “Then unfortunately, I’m going to have to decline. I can’t promise never to change. I don’t know anyone who could do that.” When Kaori opened his mouth to speak, he said, “But I will promise always to treat you as I have in the past.”
“Like an obsessive mother hen, you mean,” Kaori said, subsiding with a grin.
“If you’d like to think of it that way.” Hunter’s eyes sparkled. “But seriously, Kaori. You don’t have anything to worry about. No matter what happens, I’ll always be by your side.”
It was ridiculous, how much comfort that promise gave him. Kaori was struck by the sudden urge to ask the other man to go into his bedroom with him, just so he wouldn’t have to sleep alone.
Flustered, he turned back toward his door. “Go get some sleep, then. You promised.”
“I did.” Hunter lifted a hand and ruffled Kaori’s hair, his palm settling in a warm, heavy weight on the top of his scalp. “You go to sleep, too.”
Kaori repressed a shiver. “I told you I would.” He pushed open the door and stepped into his room, feeling strangely bereft when the other man’s hand fell away from his hair.
He didn’t look back when he closed the door.
J.A. Jaken has been writing homoerotic fiction for more than ten years. She got her start in the profession writing slash fanfiction, where she has published numerous stories under the pen-name Rushlight. Over the years she has written erotic short stories and novels in genres ranging from science fiction/fantasy to gothic horror to modern detective mysteries. Outside of writing, her interests include studying foreign languages, practicing martial arts, riding horses, and collecting medieval weaponry.
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Author: J.A. Jaken
Length: Novel (281pgs)
Publisher: White Owl Publishing (19th December 2014)
Heat Level: Low
Heart Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥ 5 Hearts
Blurb: When Kaori Sansa’s father dies, he is forced to return home to claim the throne as the rightful heir of the country of Kazure. In the aftermath of his father’s death, he learns that the country he loves is riddled with corruption, and is hovering on the brink of war. Will he be able to hold the kingdom together despite the odds that are stacked against it, and somehow unlock the buried powers of Shinja, the Sacred Beast of Kazure?
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Review: Kaori is the Heir to the throne of Kazure, he’s been away studying for three years when he gets a message that his father is seriously ill and he should return home. Upon arrival Kaori discovers he is too late and his father has passed, throwing Kaori into a responsibility he isn’t sure he is ready for. Kaori grabs his new position with two hands determined to prove to the Lords of the Council that he can be the High Lord they need, Kaori is thrown head long into danger as he discovers corruption and a country on the brink of war. With the aid of his assassin bodyguards Hunter and Yura, his best friend Haku and his advisor Ishaya Kaori must hold together a country on the verge of falling apart and discover the secret to summon Shinja, the sacred Beast of Kazure.
~Lies on sofa *blissed out* revelling in the pure joy of a superb fantasy~ Oh all you fantasy lovers out there are about to get a true treat when you crack open this book, you will be transported to an incredible world that has a feel of feudal Japan and incredible characters who draw you into a journey that will have you gripped from the first chapter.
Kaori is a wonderful character who doubts his ability to run a country, he’s not the strong warrior that his father was but he has other qualities that will help him if he could just have confidence in himself. We see his doubt in himself especially when in the presence of the Lords of the Council, but it doesn’t stop him from doing what he thinks is for the best. We see the growth of his character throughout the book but he doesn’t change fundamentally so he is still the beautiful naïve/sheltered man we met on the first page.
Hunter has been Kaori’s primary bodyguard for many years, his past is harsh and he lives for Kaori. We quickly learn that Hunter has feelings for Kaori that he would never act on, he knows Kaori’s responsibilities and is just happy to be close. Yura is another of Kaori’s bodyguards who becomes a friend in the short time he is with them, he offers advice even when it isn’t wanted but he is a true friend in all ways. Haku was Kaori’s childhood friend who would do anything for Kaori, but when Kaori returns their relationship is slightly strained… yeah and that’s all I’m telling you 😉 .
I loved this incredible story, the way that J.A. Jaken wrote this story was just perfect, and I fell into this story easily and didn’t put it down until I turned the last page. The setting we find ourselves in is wonderful, a very old world feel with a high lord and several lords below him taking care of the country that has been isolated for years, carriages and horses are the main transportation, and we are given rich descriptions so you can easily imagine the country of Kazure. The characters are beautifully written, with each one coming alive for you, you become immersed in their world as you take the journey with them, feeling their fear, anger, happiness and joy. The storyline is fantastic, it might be about Kaori coming into his own but we are treated to an adventure that includes giant bugs, magic, deceit, betrayal and love. The relationship that we see developing between Kaori and Hunter was exquisitely presented, there were doubts on both sides, caution was practiced with upmost care and when they finally grasped the courage to admit their feelings it was just beautiful.
I recommend this to those who adore fantasy, who love characters discovering themselves, who love getting lost in a story, who love adventure and danger going hand in hand, who love fantastic characters who you root for, and who love a romance that is slow building but long lived and incredible.